05. Close to the Knives - David Wojnarowicz
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
I cut my hair today.
Now it's super short, with this flippy fringe thingum and a short stubby ponytail.
Haha I kinda like it actually.
I don't know what to do.
Should I, or should I not?
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Haha actually I wouldn't.
People would feel obliged to come anyway, like teachers who don't know anything, or friends who are no longer friends, or just plain assholes that want to come see a dead person.
People would cry, when they're thinking to themselves: Thank God it's not me lying there. People would say nice things when they weren't actually true.
It would be a total pity party.
But it would be nice to know who really cares once in a while.
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i always will.
Labels: looking, musing
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