05. Close to the Knives - David Wojnarowicz
Monday, January 25, 2010
i think i am a masochist.
i like things that aren't good for me.
actually, who doesn't?
girls like bad boys,
boys like bad girls.
(ahem, this is not about bgrs)
i know when something is not good for me, i'm not that stupid. and even though i know it'll hurt me i still go after it anyway. i know the repercussions, and i know that whatever i'm after will be totally oblivious to them, but i can't help it.
i can't help but hope.
in a cynical sort of way, it's really quite pathetic.
but then, to those of you who claim to know what's good for you and be content, i tell you this:
everyone has to die someday. for those out there who're addicted to drugs, sex, whatever shit, maybe the reason they're like that is because, they want to have the reassurance that when they die, they'll see it coming, and they'll actually know what the hell the elusive 'it' is.
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