05. Close to the Knives - David Wojnarowicz
Saturday, January 23, 2010
You hypocritical asshole.
Everything I do reflects off on you, do you not know that?
You hide behind things, and people.
You are a coward.
I tell you I want something, casually.
It means alot to me, but because I don't want to sound bossy, or rude, or demanding, I hope you'll understand.
I know you're smart enough to.
But because you don't want to spend the money, or the time, you pretend not to, because if I say "Hey I thought I said I wanted that" you can say "Oh, I thought you were joking"/"You didn't tell me".
Always like that.
Always.
You don't respect my opinion or my choices.
I'm not your doll.
I'm not your puppet.
It's my life.
Mine.
And it's mine to mess up, mine to screw with, until I find something that makes me happy.
Me.
Not you.
Labels: ranting
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